Who am I really
Oct 27th, 2007 by Fruit Punch
There’s so much I know about myself, but yet so little. I want to find myself but have no idea where I should start. What don’t I know that I need to find out. Maybe you guys out there can help me out by just asking me question.
Who am I…
I am beautiful young lady that goes under the name of Nicole K. Samuel. I am 19 years of age. I am kind of tall with a brown skin complexion. I have short black hair with attractive brown eyes. My eyebrows get real thick when I don’t cut them and my eye lashes are very wild. I have a normal pair of ears, a nice shaped nose and very soft and tasty lips. My front teeth is the first thing you notice when I am happy or even when I smile.
What’s my background…
I was born and raised in Sunshine City St. Maarten. I lived in Sucker Garden with my mother and brother for 19 years.
I attended Sister Marie Laurence Primary School for 9 years. I did 2 years at the Kinder garden there and then the rest in 7. I failed in the first class because my dutch was very weak and my parents didn’t know anything about the language themselves.
After the sixth grade I passed to go VSBO-TKL at Milton Peters College. There I did 5 years. The last year was kind of difficult for me to achieve. The Mathematics and Biology were just killing me, but the year after I found a math tutor and I finally passed and got my secondary diploma. (Thanks a million Alex) Now I am currently living in Curacao for the next 4 years.
What are my hobbies…
Well I am an athletic kind of girl. I enjoy working out to stay fit. I just love my body and will do what ever it takes to keep it looking nice and firm. I enjoy softball and running. But I am mostly a running kind of girl.
Back in the days I joined track and field but later down I just stopped going because most of my friends were into softball. So I followed them and went into the softball field. But then I just got tired of that and started with training myself at home, which up to this day I still do.
I am thinking of joining the track and field team in Curacao, but I will have to see what they’re all about first and if I will be able to maintain it. Don’t want to continue quiting everything I start.
Another hobby of mine is writing poems, I haven’t written one in awhile because I’ve been so busy with my site. That too falls under poetry I find, because it’s expressing the way you feel.
Dancing, listening to music, shopping, swimming, taking pictures and just chilling with friends are underlined as my hobbies and what I enjoy doing on a daily basis.
What are my dishes…
I am some kind of a picky eater. You would only find me eating chicken. Not a fan of fish, pork nor beef. I also dislike eating vegetables haha.
Since there are so much things I don’t like or just stop eating because I got sick of them, my meals are just simple. Rice and chicken with corn, potato salad, macaroni or spaghetti.
A fan of junk food I am, but not just any junk food. Mostly Macdonalds and Pizza you will find me eating. But I will settle for a warm home cooked meal anytime.
There is also eating from strangers I am picky with. I don’t eat from any and everybody. Junk food is family so they are always welcome in my stomach…haha. But there are just some people I don’t take the chance of eating from.
Who ever created food is just a saint and they are loved by me, I love food but I love being slim even more. So once I find that my stomach is getting big I cut down my meals to once a day. I know that it isn’t right but I want to stay looking good at all times.
With refreshments I’m a sprite lover and also Fruit Punch. You don’t need to ask why, my site name explains it all. It’s been about one and a half year that I stop drinking coke. I just decided that it’s not good for my health and I don’t want it in my system anymore.
I’m not an alcoholic but I do have a drink here and there when I go out with close friends. I know how to contain myself, and up to this day I’ve never gotten drunk, just tipsy.
Small details…
My favorite color is purple. My favorite candy is starburts. Favorite chocolate is Cadbury, the plain one. My favorite holiday is all the ones I get to spend with the people I love. My favorite day of the week is Friday, and the best day of the year for me is when it’s my birthday. I rather the morning and the night for then is when I’m more active.
I rather wear slippers then shoes, that way my feet have a better chance of not smelling….haha. I’m just playing around with that sentence. I just love myself and my natural beauty. I don’t wear no kind of make-up neither lipstick. I’m just a cream, deodorant, powder and perfume kind of girl. Just keeping it simple for the fellas.
Big details…
Just like most of us I get upset when I don’t get what I want or when things doesn’t go right. But I don’t have a temper to say that I will mash up things when I’m upset or do something crazy. I’ve thought on suicidal many times before when someone would hurt me or did me wrong. I would even cut my hand with a razor too calm myself down.
That was all before I didn’t love myself and my life. Now I know how important I am in this world, and how much people I would hurt if I did that. There isn’t nothing or no one who can bring me back into that faze of my life again. If anything I just cry it out, talk about it with one special person or just run it off.
There is also my moods, when I would put so many negative thoughts in my mind. And when I feel like talking I would. I had many split personalities. I then realize that chased people away, so I started being normal like everyone else.
I do get depressed very fast, mostly because I’m in Curacao and I miss my friends and family back home.
For the rest, I am a very quiet and shy girl at the beginning but if you give me a chance to know what I’m really about I’m sure you would like me a real lot. I have no problem with meeting new people. Love to laugh and give jokes.
If I love your personality then I will easily get attached to you, I am nice, but too nice I find for that gets me hurt very fast and then I don’t know what to do. And I am always there for my friends and the people I love. I’ve made a lot of bad decisions but yet that hasn’t stop me from enjoying life and being a better person.
What I want from life…
At the end of the day I am the one who holds the key to my happiness. Just want to enjoy life like there is no tomorrow, but yet on the sideline think about it like there is a tomorrow. I want something to look forward to each and everyday and not live life because that’s what everyone else is doing.
I am living life because I have dreams, dreams that I am working towards to of coming true.
1. I want to get my 4SPW diploma in the next 4 years.
2. I want to then further my studies for a next 4 years.
3. I want to then have a good steady job, or even run my own business.
4. I want to get my own house, with a pool in the backyard. Three bedrooms, two bathrooms, living room, dining room, study room, and kitchen.
5. I want to find a soul mate for life and have two beautiful children together.
6. I want to have my own black jeep.
7. I want to publish my own book.
8. I want to be happy.
9. I want to live on to make and see all this come through.
If you have any other questions that I have not made clear in this post then don’t be afraid to ask me.
sick i learn some more stuff bout you i didn’t know i like your goals, don’t quit just keep going for it and joining the track team or another sport would be good if you can handle it
I too like your goals, and I wish you can accomplish each and everyone of them.
Keep them focussed in your mind. See yourself a success.
You can be anything you wish to be if you want it bad enough!
But, you haven’t said where you would build your house?
What type of guy do you want to meet?
Further your studies where, and what do you plan to study?
I don’t know as yet where I am going to build my house, I am still working on that. For there are days that I love Curacao and I say to myself I think I’m going to live here for the rest of my life, but then there are other days I just can’t wait to get these four years over with and go back to St. Maarten.
So that I am still thinking about, when I do figure it out I will let you my readers know.
And with the type of guy well, I want someone I can call my own first of all. Someone that is educated and what’s more out of life. He should have goals, and also willing to getting them done.
Someone that can help me out in life. He should have his own job and also be independent.
A guy that will be there for me, in good as well as bad. Committed, and who wants to have children. A family guy. Someone who will love me for me and all that I stand for. That will appreciate me, and won’t be ashamed of me. One that will treat me right at all times.
All in one, I just want someone to enjoy life with and who will make me happy. Someone I will be proud to call my soul mate.
I will like to either further my studies in Holland or right here in Curacao. I will be studying to be a primary school teacher, or just continue down the field with working with special kids.
YEHH BOIII.. I LEARNED ALOT BOUT U THAT I DIIDN’T KNOW IETHER…which is soo sick… kuz everydayyy u learn something new…
but yeah lots of things that i should have known i don tknow.. n yeah boo dont worry bout nothing.. if u keep working how u working.. u going live to see all of that and my kids…lol :p
I love How This Is Soundin… Who Know U betta than Me now:p